Normo's coming home
Normo's coming home

But that isn't because I have always wanted to be open. I've been engaged in online discussions since I was about 13 years old - circa 1997 - largely due to that...interesting telecom service called Xtra chat. In those days and probably the following 5 years I was too young and stupid to really understand what the internet was and what my contributions would be. I operated under a pseudo, one that reflected my 13 year old self, where at the time I no doubt thought it was clever and deep but it was actually one of those that if I saw today, I would lambast as being something contrived by an annoying spotty kid who knows nothing. For that reason, and that reason alone, I am not going to reveal that name!
Around the time I joined the Police in London in 2003, I was made a moderator of an independent recruitment forum, as I worked in police recruitment at the time. While the majority of the posts were genuine, I found as a moderator many people would troll under false identities. There were also people who would post under an assumed identity who were genuinely trying to assist the topic of the thread, but their contribution was inaccurate. Other forum members would jump up and down all over this person and just generally cease all forum contributions from that person - or they would create a new pseudonym.
There is no accountability under pseudonyms. Some like this but as a mod on a forum where people were genuinely concerned and/or excited, or looking for more information about joining the Police, I decided that operating under my actual name made me accountable for my posts. That nickname has stuck since. Pretty much due to embarrassment of my former pseudo and my generally creative laziness.
Things have changed so much since 2003 though, blogs especially have exploded, Web 2.0 has encouraged people to interact more with the internet and boy, trolls-a-plenty. You only need to read some sparsely moderated blogs such as kiwiblog, standard and whaleoil - or read any CNET news story about Apple products (or just any CNET news story) or YouTube comments to see how people use anonymity to promote hatred and malice where-ever and whenever they can. Even the noted articles' publisher The Guardian isn't immune to trolls (although, like the BBC, they have some pretty hardcore moderators).
It is a tricky one. I don't know whether I would have been brave enough to contribute online at 13 if I had to use my real name - cyber bullying was in its infancy back then and while I was not a victim of such an act, the threat was still present and operating behind a mask and being able to control who can access your information and how much you were willing to give up was completely under YOUR control.
But as I said before, the internet is a different place now. Much faster than 48,000bps, Geocities, HotBot and zfree existed, you don't have to sit in front of a large CRT monitor to do your trolling. Now you can make derogatory and spiteful comments from the comfort of your toilet throne on your mobile phone. Companies, especially the likes of Google are so powerful and rich with personal information that you can search pretty much anything and get information dating back 15 years easy. I don't know about you guys, but I was a completely different person 10 years ago...yet a google search on my name brings up some forum posts and profiles I made in 2001.
It seems like posting on the internet these days embeds your contribution for a lifetime, maybe even longer. Who knows. It would be very unfair if people based my character on stupid things I posted when I was 16 or 17 years old, and that is what I agree with you about JD. I would not want my posts searchable on the internet - unless I had control on WHO gets to see my contribution, WHAT they get to see and HOW MUCH they are allowed to see.
That makes the internet more complicated.
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
Incredible stamina. No shame. Yellow Fever.
When I first joined YF i didn't even know what a troll was till someone (prob Buffy) accused me of being one and had to look it up lol. I use SK for all kinds of things but originally it was from gaming. As a sometimes single/dating female I prefer online anoymanity cause there are some weirdos out there & I check every so often to make sure my actual name isn't leaving any kind of web footprint
"Ive just re-visited this and once again realised that C-Diddy is a genius - a drunk, Newcastle bred disgrace - but a genius." - Hard News, 11:39am 4th June 2009
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
End of an era. Vinnie - It's over.
If anyone cares for my inane babbling follow @iluvnix17 on the Twitter.
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
Incredible stamina. No shame. Yellow Fever.
Allegedly
Allegedly
Forgot about that one.
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
I'm not sure that many people ever has. There is/was that social stigma about computing and gaming that probably has grown out of the stereotype that heavy internet and gaming users are big, fat, sweaty, unsociable nerds who have personas and avatars of slim, young attractive girls.
But it also works the other way too, I know my sisters friend would go online under a male sounding, or gender neutral names (like stealthkiwi) to avoid unwanted attention and constant requests for PM or Cyber.
I really want to say that by having, in this example my sisters friend reveal her true identity as a young single woman who happens to like to socialise online might open her up to potential danger.
But I can't. Because in this hypothetical world everyone would be exposed, and that could either shut out people like my sisters friends from venturing onto internet socialising and networking, or push my sisters friend into places where it is known to be safe (like Virtual Life...)
Removing anonymity may expose trolls and bullies for who they are, but they will still be trolls and bullies. Just nerdy trolls and bullies.
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
this sounds all too familiar
my flatmate last year played about 8 hours a day on WoW, as well as her full time job. she met some american guy on there, flew over to meet him, got engaged and is now trying to get a visa.
Three for me, and two for them.
End of an era. Vinnie - It's over.
If anyone cares for my inane babbling follow @iluvnix17 on the Twitter.
To be fair, you weren't too far off.
To be fair, you weren't too far off.
This rofl has brightened my day immensely.
Incredible stamina. No shame. Yellow Fever.
what did 1200baud trolling look like?
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
Kidding!

"Ive just re-visited this and once again realised that C-Diddy is a genius - a drunk, Newcastle bred disgrace - but a genius." - Hard News, 11:39am 4th June 2009
To be fair, you weren't too far off.

If you are old and wise you were probably young and stupid
Not that it should ultimately matter.
One of my Brothers ex's did that.. Well, all I know is she went over to the U.S to meet some guy from WoW..
We will never fully decide who has won the football.
Allegedly

Where is Dingo's Son?

WOW is really intensive - to play the fun high end stuff you have to be putting in major hours ea week minimun of 30 or so and many people play 50 up on top of their jobs... and you have to be long to a guild to play the good stuff so you're spending those huge amount of hours constantly talking to the same people and get to know them pretty well. and the type of person who keeps playing wow usually doesn't have a life outside of it so they build really deep bonds within the game. there is a great documentary out there about how wow ruins lives and about rehab places for addicted gamers - it also shows lots of nerd weddings
Fuck this stupid game
I find that so weird......
This. WoW extremely addictive because of the amount of time you have to dedicate to it, and the trolling and showboating that goes on in the "cities" and personal/guild achievements gives you status in a server populated by tens of thousands of other people (about 12 million total i think, most of whom are paying US$15 a month to play this game).
There have been a number of social experiments conducted on MMORPG's like WoW, the most useful one I can remember was when the Game released a blood plague patch that 'infected' your character within the major cities within the game. The plague would spread from player to player within the cities and you would 'die' and it would be annoying.
More experienced players maybe able to correct me, but I think the developers neglected to make "pets", creatures that some player classes have control over, immune to the plague and these pets were able to spread the plague outside of the cities. From there they would infect other players, who would then pass on to other players. The way that people reacted to the pandemic was of interest and found similarities to what would happen in a real life situation - e.g. players would find areas where the plague had not reached - keeping strangers or infected players away from unaffected etc.
The amount of time and energy required for this game is horrible in a way. You could play for weeks on end, 6-8 hours a day on top of working full time to get a measly jacket or sword with +15 damage or something. All of this is spurred on by other players, who for the most part you do not know, despite talking to them for hours on end. The game is designed to lure you back, even to the point there they have a 1,2,3 day 'cooldown' period for certain quests or to do certain things
In the year or so I played this game I formed friendships with a number of people who I have never met. To this day I still regularly talk to a friend in Norway who I 'met' on WoW in 2004, purely because at that time I was spending way too much time talking to the people in my online guild than I was to my friends and family in NZ.
I think there was a point on the 3rd morning in a row when I woke up at 3.45am to join my european guild mates on the other side of the world to join in a raid in a dungeon that I would get nothing from, I realised that this was actually dangerously unhealthy. I did not know who these people were, and because of my knack of giving names, everyone knew who I was. Every now and again, usually when a new expansion pack is released, I will go and have a look. I have a middle aged uncle who has played the game since 2003, sometimes it is the only way to contact him so I will have a look around on his account. In 8 years or so it is still pretty much the same, socially. People still selling fake gold, people still spewing racism and bile and trolling away, people still bemoaning server restarts and maintenance shut downs. It is still the grinding waste of time it was half a decade ago.
In a game where the object of the game is to basically kill things and people, and when you are dealing with people who are so entrenched and dedicated to such endeavors - I felt that it was more than unhealthy, it is dangerous.
Maybe remove anonymity from online games too? I read that Anders Behring Breivik played WoW...
Central Hawkes Bay Nix
and tragic follower of Charlton Athletic
Fuck this stupid game
http://www.ted.com/talks/christopher_m00t_poole_the_case_for_anonymity_online.html
linds22011-07-26 23:29:48
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