In real life EN there is no edit button. You can't let fly abuse then an hour later whn someone you like pulls you up on it go back and edit it. In real life the abuse is already out there and in real life people don't have to accept you're sorry and then forgive you. They can hold a grudge and forever have an opinion on you based on the fact you were impulsively abusive
So why the f**k wd you think you'd be welcome in a thread started by me. I told you earlier that people who impulsively attack have to learn there are consequences and in this case the consequence is I think you're a total cock and respectfully ask you stay out of my threads. I would love to be able to block the rude, the moronic, the dicks - but the mods believe we should all be adults and get along so there is no facility for that. I will happily ignore you in other people's threads and avoid any of yours but I think you have a cheek or are naively mistaken to think water is under the bridge and all is forgiven
Dear SK,
Okay. I'm going to have a go at replying to you. Not because I expect your forgiveness, or even especially want it, but because I feel that I should defend/ justify myself. If you want to ignore me or whatever, then fine. I don't want to turn this into another argument, or a "Me against You" thing. But I think that I should explain myself.
I'm going to try to say this in a way that won't offend you.
The last month and a bit, my emotions have been extremely raw and I have come to appreciate the fragility of life. You may or may not know why, and you may or may not care why. But it has affected me greatly and the subject of death is one which I feel deserves some respect. I'm not saying I'm the only one to lose someone that I care about or anything like that, but I have been hurt badly by this and so some of my recent actions have been over the top, or 'crazy'. I'm generally a very passive person, but in the last two weeks I have almost got into two fights (getting into fights defo isn't my thing...). What I said was inappropriate. I edited it because I didn't believe that what I said was a fair reflection of who I am and what I'm about, and it was an inappropriate reply to what you said. But they are just words and it is just the internet.
But I did mean part of what I said. Death is a serious thing. And it does have a huge impact on people's lives. Maybe I've only just come to appreciate it. Maybe you have to lose something before you realise how precious it is. But you seemed so dismissive about the fact that people had died and, at the time, I despised your attitude towards it.
But sure, hold a grudge and be the better person. I just feel that I should say that. If not for you, then for me. However, I hope that changes your opinion of me. Because I am sorry for what I said.
Luv,
EN.
) missed the wickedest gig. DJ Zinc was outstanding
